joe woke up the next day with an uncertainty in
his stomach. he wandered the school walking from
class to class with a nervousness about what would
happen after school. he played numerous fantasies
throughout his head. would she fall in love with
him? that was the one fantasy that kept reoccuring
in his mind. he didn't know why. not many boys of
joe's age were dreaming of marriage and love, but
joe was. anna woke up with dread fearing that if
the day didn't go as she expected she would be at
a crossroads in her life. she didn't know what she
would do if joe refused her or even worse, tell
everyone about her failed attempts of making an
interactive adult site. that was what she liked to
call it. it sounded professional.
the school day ended and joe went on his bus
without stopping by the front of the school where
his friends would usually share the day's gossip
and happenings with one another. anna walked by
the front of the school and saw joe's group of
friends stare at her as they talked about her and
who she would be with next. she found the 11 bus
and got on, looking for joe. joe saw her, but did
not give eye contact; he waited for her to find
him. anna saw joe looking through the window and
sat down in the empty seat next to him. "hey," she
said. "hey," joe answered back. they sat in
silence while the other kids looked at the odd
couple. joe, who never so much talked to another
girl, sitting next to the girl, anna, who had
talked amongst other things with many boys.
joe's parents weren't home that afternoon. every
friday was a date night; they would go out and
watch a movie, walk around, eat dinner, and go
home late at night. joe had the house to himself
until usually 10 or 11, which was convenient for
anna. joe invited anna up to his room and turned
on his computer. he had no idea what to say, but
remembered that anna said she would tell him what
kind of website she wanted. so as the computer
warmed up joe asked anna, "so, what kind of
website did you want?" anna held her breath and
she had practiced what she was going to say to joe
during the day. it went alright in her head, but
this was real now and the uncertainty rang in her
voice as she choked on her own breath and coughed
to clear her throat.
"um, well it would be a site about me."
"like a blog or something?" joe asked.
"well, i would be selling something."
"like clothes or jewelry?"
"no, like... i would be selling videos and
pictures of me."
"are you famous?"
"haha. no, like it would be like... have you ever
seen those websites that girls have that post
pictures of themselves and videos of themselves
doing stuff."
"like adult stuff?" joe knew exactly what anna was
talking about and tried to play it cool, but felt
his temperature rising.
"yeah."
it was all out in the open now. anna and joe were
at a point of no return. anna put all her hope in
joe at that moment. joe without much hesitation,
but only a pause of silence answered, "ok."
anna rejoiced at joe's answer, but also what that
answer implied. joe was willing to take a risk
with anna and that was enough for her to be happy.
joe built the website whenever anna came over on
fridays. joe did extra "research" for the site in
his spare time. the school was puzzled with this
odd couple wondering when joe would dump anna or
if this was going to last any more than a few
weeks, but this faded with time as they appeared
as any boring couple. joe paid attention to the
rumors because his friends would ask him and joe
would always deny it all with a head shake. anna
didn't care what the school thought, so she
continued on as normal. when girls asked her what
was going on with joe, anna would reply with a
sharp, "why do you care?" and that was that.
anna came over one friday and joe said that the
site was basically done. the only things missing
were the products. this was the tricky part. anna
didn't mention to joe that she wanted and needed
him to be the camera for her. she had no webcam at
home and the computer was a family one, which she
was only allowed to use for schoolwork. and she
gave schoolwork as the reason that she wouldn't be
home on friday until late. her parents thought it
odd, but were relieved that anna spent her fridays
doing schoolwork rather than going out and wasting
money. when joe said that the website was finished
anna gave him a look that said he wasn't finished.
"hey, joe. i'm really glad that you did this for
me. thank you so much."
"yeah, no problem. is there anything else that you
wanted me to do?"
"ha. well, actually there is. and it's kind of a
big thing, but i would pay you for it."
"i mean it's cool. you don't have to pay me. how
big a thing can it be? haha."
"haha. well see i don't have a webcam at home and
i'm only allowed to use the camera for schoolwork,
so..."
"oh, i see."
"yeah."
"you want me to buy you a webcam?"
"haha, no. i was wondering if i could do all that
stuff here and that if you would do that for me."
"oh. um. i..." joe stuttered and mumbled because
of the sudden realization that his fantasy may
soon becoming reality and he wasn't sure if he was
ready for that yet. yet, as he stumbled for words
he knew the answer that he was leaning towards, so
he stuttered back a,"uh, y-y-yeah, sure. i think i
can do that."
anna was happy, but nervous about revealing
herself physically and emotionally to joe. she had
done so before with many other boys, but she had
never met anyone like joe. someone so closed off.
she didn't know anything about joe except that he
seemed nice and wanted to help her for some
unknown reason.
joe was nervous. he had never been alone with a
girl in such an intimate setting. she would be
posing for pictures first to decorate the site.
and joe was pacing back and forth as anna was in
his bathroom changing. what if his parents decided
to come back home early or what if he panicked and
freaked out when anna started taking her clothes
off. what would he do then? he didn't want to be
dirty, he didn't want to feel unclean, like some
sleazy producer. but that's exactly how he felt
right now. he felt guilt pouring over him and as
he was about to tell anna that he couldn't do it,
she stepped out of the bathroom wearing shorts
that could pass as underwear and a white,
strapless, see-through tank top. joe's guilt was
devoured by his lustful desires and he stared at
her as she asked him, "are you ready?"
"yeah," joe managed. he started taking pictures
and made some suggestions for her poses like a
veteran playboy photographer. he caught his breath
as she started taking off her tank top and told
her, "no, wait. stop." anna stopped and looked
concerned as she saw joe look away from her. he
turned around and adjusted his pants to hide his
excitement. he took a deep breath and asked her if
she was sure if she wanted to do this. anna, in
her small voice, said, "yes." joe turned around
and anna began to take more off. joe's heartbeat
raised higher and higher as anna unfolded in front
of him. his lust burned brighter as more fuel was
added to the flame. anna saw that what she was
doing to joe and found comfort in that all boys,
including joe, were the same when it came to their
desires.
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